I'm sorry...

For not commenting so long
I can't describe or say how I like it, I can't think too well sometimes. I am not always good, confident commenting guy... I never admit how I really like it but then again sometimes there are members I think they are really good.

For not supporting you
Same as above except I don't know how I can help... I always know if I included myself into one, I would make it worse for myself and yourself, I have to admit I am scared at these conditions. I know I can't solve anything my way...

For not chatting so long
I am much of an independence guy since I can be very depressed that I can't think straight, I can't defend myself from loneliness because my hopes is predictable to me when I believe too much.

For spamming
They are useless journals and pictures which I knew that no one can comment on these 'simple' arts... Not even my friends can see this, which I would ask my cousin, she is my only choice...

For negativity
I can't really hold it before, it pains my heart and causes me, being stress and yet can't breathe slowly. I can't do anything myself.

For not getting things done
I am just one guy with a lot work but I want more work so I want to show I don't forget but filling me with work is too much pressure like when someone ask me to finish, I get too stressed that I feel like I'm gonna cry and scream for sake. I need time, more time if I can't be lazy.

For my selfishness
I can't resist but to ask useless questions that are hard or easy, I am not a brightest guy here...